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For the launch of Season 4, host Smithy is joined by Peter Dale, better known as Tubes to millions of fans from his work on Soccer AM. This season, we're on the road, and for episode one, our journey takes us to a place pivotal to Tubes' personal battle against addiction—his home golf course at Foxhills.

Despite his fun-loving on-screen persona, Tubes candidly opens up about his past struggles with alcohol addiction. He shares how drinking gave him the confidence boost he craved but soon spiralled out of control, negatively impacting on his relationships.

Tubes paints an unfiltered picture of life as a "functioning alcoholic"—planning his days around drinking, lying to loved ones, and feeling intense shame and anxiety. He discusses his turning point in 2015, when a traumatic incident forced him to admit he was an alcoholic and needed to quit for good.

During his recovery journey, Tubes experienced a shocking heart attack due to a previously undetected hole in his heart.

Now, over eight years sober, Tubes has replaced alcohol with a new passion—golf. He explains how the game has given him purpose, healthier coping mechanisms, and a new career post-Soccer AM.

Join us as we go #UnderTheSurface with Tubes for an intimate, inspiring discussion about addiction, recovery, and advice for those facing the same battles that Tubes once did.

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We've heard from voices in music, sport, and entertainment who reveal the private battles behind their public personas. Watch them tell their stories below:

series 3, episode 5 WITH JaackMaate

series 3, episode 4 WITH Danny Cipriani

series 3, episode 3 WITH Jack Fincham

series 3, episode 2 WITH Ashley Cain

series 3, episode 1 WITH Romesh Ranganathan

series 2, episode 3 WITH Michail Antonio

series 2, episode 2 WITH James Haskell

series 2, episode 1 WITH Jonathan Woodgate

Series 1, episode 3 WITH ANDY COLE

Series 1, episode 1 with Andros Townsend

Series 1, episode 2 with Jack Wilshere

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